Reflect on your learning experiences this semester. (a) What insights have you gained about yourself as a language learner and cultural explorer? What did you find difficult? What have you enjoyed? How will you continue your learning? (b) Which readings and learning activities did you find most useful? What would you like to learn more about?
In my first reflection paper, I had expressed that I struggle to embrace the process of learning. The goal that I had set for myself was that I wanted to be comfortable with only knowing small fragments of my target language and its culture in a single semester. This turned out to be a much harder goal than I had anticipated. One of my friends from the class- Emma pointed out in her reflection how not being able to voice complex thoughts in her target language was really frustrating. That is exactly how I felt! Having to start from zero level in ASL was both humbling and intimidating. Often times, there would be so much I would want to say in my head, but I would only have the option of fingerspelling to voice that thought. Looking back, I think I started as an impatient language learner who would get easily discouraged from failures. However, over the course of the semester, the encouragement from my language partner Ms. Kaye Wise started to do wonders for my confidence. I think my rapidly increasing ASL vocabulary helped a lot too. However, that process of adjustment was truly uncomfortable. On the other hand, I really loved learning more about the Deaf culture and its relationship with ASL. As someone who is very passionate about social rights and activism, the issues surrounding Deaf culture really resonated with me. So, when it was time to do a cultural presentation on ASL, I chose to present on the fundamental challenges that the Deaf community is facing in the current socio-political climate. I really enjoyed working on that presentation because it gave me an avenue to advocate for the Deaf community, even though it was only in front of a few people from my class. This experience reaffirmed my love for ASL. I will continue working on ASL using the online resources like: lifeprint.com, signingsavvy.com etc. that I have been frequently using all throughout the semester. As a pre-med, the ethical issues surrounding cochlear implants also struck a chord with me. I am in the process of scheduling shadowing sessions with otolaryngologists / cochlear implant specialists in the Richmond area to further explore my combined interests in medicine and ASL. Finally, I intend to find more in-person ASL opportunities when things get better with COVID-19. Doing language sessions over zoom and not having that outlet to practice the language in-person, has made me feel like I am still missing a critical part of my ASL language skills concerning body language and facial expressions. So, finding in-person opportunities such as silent dinners and volunteering activities is going to be the next step in my language journey.
In terms of readings and learning activities, I found the 2007 interview When Languages Die most useful. It is one thing to just do readings and try to imagine the gravity of things in your head, but it is an entirely different thing to see it visually and understand why we should care. The words of Dr. Harrison and examples of his field wok were fascinating. Especially, the parts were they showed the challenges of working with old native speakers and trying to weed through the ramblings to make sense of the language, really made me think what a difficult and novel task linguists like Dr. Harrison are doing. In mainstream media, we only see the urgency in saving biological species and historic buildings/ artifacts, which are facing the threat of extinction. This class on dying languages was my first exposure to the extinction of spoken languages and it successfully managed to highlight the extent of loss that comes with losing a language. In addition, I also found the class activities on morphemes really helpful. My previous knowledge of morphemes was limited to prefixes and suffixes. The jamboard activities and problem solving as a group really expanded my understanding of morphemes.
Overall, this class has made me realize that I will forever be fascinated by languages and cultures around the world. I am so grateful to have been given the opportunity to learn ASL and also work with this amazing cohort of friends from diverse cultures and backgrounds. Moreover, I have been greatly inspired by the wealth of knowledge and enthusiasm that Dr. Soloway has shared throughout the semester. So, I would like to thank all my friends and especially Dr. Soloway for being a part of my language journey and creating this wonderful class.