I have realized that language learning comes naturally to me but I do not progress rapidly because I am often impatient and typically avoid reviewing because I want to know the material as soon as I take notes. Though I do grasp the concepts relatively quickly, I forget just as fast because I move forward onto the next concept without reviewing the previous thereby not building a solid foundation. I have attempted to learn various languages on my own over the years and once almost reached A2 in Turkish but I lack self-discipline and ended up losing all of that knowledge just as fast. This is why I am actually proud of myself for learning all that I have and I was astonished to see just how much tangible progress I can make by simply setting aside a couple of hours a week to study the language.
I choose a language to learn based on the entertainment that I am consuming. Growing up in a Mexican household, I valued watching tv shows and listening to music not in english early on and recognized the talent that goes unseen in mainstream American culture. This is why I am always watching foreign tv shows and listening to foreign music. I have sat down and studied a bit of Norwegian, Turkish, Italian, Tagalog, and Korean on my own after becoming engrossed in their entertainment. I have only held onto my Korean knowledge because their media is a lot more accessible internationally, allowing me to keep up with the language. However, I found it kind of shocking how as soon as I sat to learn Korean officially for a class, I watched the least Korean dramas since starting college.
I struggled with pushing my pride aside and allowing myself to freely speak and write because we learn from our mistakes. Throughout the semester, I found it difficult to believe my language partner and Korean friends that I had said/written something correctly. I kept thinking they were just trying to be nice when I wanted constructive criticism. As I gradually eased up, I began to read more naturally and speak a lot more than I thought I could.
I began to focus more on communicating with native speakers and practicing what I was learning with them. I think since my listening skills are better than any other skills in Korean, I spent more time attempting to read more fluidly and writing more naturally. I will continue to use TalktomeinKorean because I learned a lot of grammar from there, reading short stories. Since it helps me familiarize myself with sentence structure and spelling, but also using the little speech I have as much as I can with my Korean friends. I will also be reviewing our class notes on aspect and morphology because it helped me understand Korean grammar a lot more. I would like to learn more about the different dialects that exist in Korean, particularly the difference between North Korea and South Korea but also among Koreans and Korean-Americans. I find it fascinating how dialects can vary so much despite being so geographically close to each other (Korea as a country).