My original excitement for this class, however, petered out within the next few months. Although my teacher was good and forced me to learn a lot of Spanish, I still didn’t see the point. Also the class was more boring than I had anticipated. In the next four years with her, I learned just enough to get by and still get decent grades, but I never learned to speak.
Then I went to Japan. This experience completely changed the way I approached languages. I went there to volunteer at an international school, and suddenly my eyes were opened to a new way of looking at languages: a tool to be able to interact with others and survive. I also learned that it was better to try and mess up than to try to say something perfectly and not say anything. For the next 11 months in Japan, I studied hard and by the end was able to have 45-minute conversations with people on basic topics.
Then I returned to the US and came to the University of Richmond. I decided that I wanted to take Spanish again because of its usefulness in America. Because my head was still full of Japanese and I hadn't learned that much in 4 years of high school, I placed into the advanced 100 level Spanish. Luckily I had an amazing teacher who taught the class by forcing us to speak through little plays and answering questions. Three semesters later I am now in my second 300 level course and planning on being a Spanish minor.
This last summer I went to Bangladesh through the Critical Language Scholarship. I had gone there previously for a week actually from Japan, and am interested in going back in the future. This was that first time I had ever devoted so much time to learning a language, and I really enjoyed it.
I have learned that for me to learn a language I have to be motivated by its usefulness. I have also learned that I enjoy the process of learning a language. My strong points tend to be grammar and pronunciation, and my weak points are vocabulary and speaking. In the FIRE model, I think I most closely identify with the insightful person. I enjoy doing roleplays and being able to speak in class. If I am not forced to speak, I do not learn.
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