105 Learning Journal #5

[Yi guo]

Cultural shock is not an unheard description of mixed nerves when we encounter new cultural phenomena. Cultural shock also depicts my feeling when I began my study in the United States. As I moved from a different cultural context from that of the US, my eyes were filled with a combination of wonder, excitement, doubt, and impatience. I wondered how a culture different from my own would change my way of interpreting things. I was excited, because there was always something new to expect and people to meet with, which added meaning to my daily life. Nevertheless, I doubted whether I could enjoy this new form of living as much as I used to. I was, from times to times, impatient with my slowly growing confidence. I come from China, and the past 17 years have taught me how to behave, to speak and to interact with the others. Here I am, in the States, trying to become someone no less of dedication, ambition and love.